CALCULATED CHAOS OF THE MIND

  • Happy birthday to my Adrian and perhaps our baby…

    Happy Friday! Happy May! (Where did the first 4 months of 2025 go?!?) Happy birthday to Adrian!!! Just as grumpy as ever, but at least he’s got a slight sparkle in his eyes with the hope that he’ll be sharing a birthday with his son or daughter… That we’ll be welcoming our son or daughter…

  • We can’t wait to meet you.

    I have been sitting and staring at this screen for a little while now… I knew when I woke up this morning that I wanted to write another blog post… I know that writing blog posts on a regular basis in the next few days, weeks, and months may be more challenging per the arrival…

  • The waiting game…

    Mind is racing. I am buzzing. I feel such a rush of empowering energy flowing through me at this very moment, yet I also feel a very deep sense of calm and control over myself. I am in such a good place at this moment. With myself. With the world around me. I feel giddy.…

  • Capturing this moment.

    Good morning and happy Sunday! The theme of today’s blog post is at least going to start by being centered around the arrival of our 2nd child, Bryson’s younger brother or sister. As today marks 39 weeks along in our 2nd pregnancy with next Sunday marking the estimated due date, I am definitely feeling an…

  • Everyone has advice.

    The internet is flooded with all sorts of advice. We don’t even know who these people are. We don’t know if these people know what they are talking about. What proof do they have? Ryan Holiday, stoic philosopher and writer, phrases this so clearly and effectively in his youtube video entitled 54 Stoic Truths for…