CALCULATED CHAOS OF THE MIND

  • Buzzing!

    Hello! I just put Carson down for his first nap of the day, and I texted Adrian “I’m feeling inspired! Time to write. I will text you after!” It’s go time! I have been waiting for this exact moment for SOOOOOO long! Well, the last time I wrote a blog post was on September 15.…

  • Stretched too thin.

    Good morning, and happy Monday! As there are 30 days in the month of September, we are officially at the 1/2 way mark! In just a few weeks time, Bryson, Carson, and I will be heading up north to visit my mom, and even see some very close friends. Very excited for that! Carson’s passport…

  • Understanding myself better.

    I can’t quite pinpoint where I heard or read this phrase… In order to understand others around me and the world around me, I need to continue to understand myself better. Perhaps therapy. I do recall that my therapist referred to our work as the ‘undoing’ ~ going through my past in a purposeful in…

  • Replace my worries with love.

    I went to sleep last night with a racing mind. One of the many thoughts – I think I am ready to write another blog post. I was instructed multiple times to shut my mind off and get some rest. There may have been some more aggressive language used by Adrian, but you get the…

  • Compassion for myself.

    Good morning, and happy Tuesday! Happy end of May! I haven’t written a post since the afternoon of Carson’s birth. I’ve journaled once. The only book I have read is The Daily Dad ~ and just a few short pages. I don’t believe this is attributed to the fact that we now have a newborn…