CALCULATED CHAOS OF THE MIND

  • We always find our way back to each other.

    Hi! Happy January! Happy New Year! Today is Sunday, January 4, 2026!!! It’s not even 5am, but thanks to baby Carson (now 8 months old!!!) who decided to wake at 4am, the time I wanted/needed to carve out to write again has so clearly presented itself. This is it, Izzy! Take the opportunity!!! As soon…

  • The need to always recap.

    Hello! Good morning! Happy Monday! Happy December! I just paused my journaling to come and write this post. I was reflecting on why I felt in such a rush, such a race during a conversation with my friend yesterday. I found myself sitting here and recapping what we discussed, so that I can feel like…

  • Stretching a baby.

    As Bryson is about to turn two years old in just a matter of days, I have naturally been reflecting back on the early days quite a bit. In fact, his EDD was TODAY, November 12, two years ago. But, we patiently and also very impatiently waited 11 days (!!!!!!) until November 23 for him…

  • & I’m back!

    Today is still November 10, 2025. Meaning – I am already back to write yet another blog post! How cool is that!!! Again, “cool cool” as our soon-to-be two-year-old would say. This is turning out to be a pretty fantastic Monday! & to think Fridays are usually my favorite day of the week! … Well,…

  • Buzzing!

    Hello! I just put Carson down for his first nap of the day, and I texted Adrian “I’m feeling inspired! Time to write. I will text you after!” It’s go time! I have been waiting for this exact moment for SOOOOOO long! Well, the last time I wrote a blog post was on September 15.…