CALCULATED CHAOS OF THE MIND

  • And just like that…

    Bryson is 1 years old as of November 23. Christmas Eve is 1 week away. 2024 is coming to an end in a matter of weeks. We are 5 1/2 months into our 2nd pregnancy. Bryson is weaned off of breastfeeding. Bryson is walking, as of 2 weeks before his first birthday. Bryson took his…

  • Just start!!!

    Alright, well it’s officially been over one month since I paused to write a post here, and I can and probably would continue to come up with a thousand excuses and delay the inevitable, but alas, I am going to finally ‘just start’! Technically, even this short initial paragraph would suffice as ‘starting’. Here goes…

  • Why can’t I?

    This morning, I have been pondering this thought – why can’t I be the one to do X? Why can’t I? Why can’t I write a book? Well that really is how far I’ve gotten with that in terms of questioning what I can and can’t do… If you think about it, it all really…

  • There is no time like the present.

    We just put Bryson to sleep. We just paused for a moment to take a seat on our couch and put our feet up before we start the final clean up of dishes from the meal prepping. We just took a breath… I was about to start taking some notes in my “THE START IS…

  • Again, I have been waiting…

    Again, I have been waiting for that ‘perfect’ opportunity to continue writing… Something I have taken a long pause from for a myriad of reasons, but I enjoy so much, and I always benefit from in more ways than one. I am struggling with the unpredictable, uncontrollable nature of ‘raising’ a soon to be 9-month-old.…